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I have wondered if I'm being premature in writing what I'm compelled to write tonight, find cheap herbal phentermine  but the issue continues to return back to me which seems to tell me I should listen and follow through with what I need to say. Find cheap herbal phentermine   

The other day I received an email from a close friend of a Dallas Morning News article regarding a woman, find cheap herbal phentermine Jeanmarie Geis and her two children, find cheap herbal phentermine Matthew aged 8 and Sydney aged 4, find cheap herbal phentermine who were found murdered last Friday in their home in North Dallas. 
http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/dn/latestnews/stories/122008dnmettripleshooting.7b0d62be.html

The news hit me with the broadside shock experienced when we are met with information which takes us totally by surprise, find cheap herbal phentermine reeling us back to years and experiences long gone by.  
I had not known Jeanmarie Tolle (as I knew her) Geis well.  

I had the opportunity to meet her a couple of times more than a decade ago when we happened to be in a similar social circle.   
However, find cheap herbal phentermine in reading the news, find cheap herbal phentermine it took me back to trying to remember those times we had met and the limited moments we had together.   

As I read the information from the DMN article, find cheap herbal phentermine I was bombarded with a series of questions and doubts to the information being presented.   

I was also curious to some of the quotes which also seemed to create more questions and doubts in my mind. Find cheap herbal phentermine

Of course I should probably reiterate that meeting someone a couple of times doesn't constitute a legitimately knowing a person.  

However, find cheap herbal phentermine I should add what I do remember now in meeting Jeanmarie is perhaps as worthy as the information being put forth by writers who never met her at all.  

What I remember about Jeanmarie was a sense of poise and frankly dignity, find cheap herbal phentermine at the risk of sounding 'dramatic'. 

However that is what has come to my mind. 

There was also a 'no-nonsense' air about her which in and of itself seemed to encourage an element of respect. 

I saw her on a number of occasions and there was a maturity and femininity about her that, find cheap herbal phentermine at the time seemed to me to show confidence and professionalism.     

I remember at times feeling a bit intimidated by her, find cheap herbal phentermine in a way that one feels about someone who is a number of years older and in a sense someone to look up to. Find cheap herbal phentermine

I mention these things because I believe they bear noting, find cheap herbal phentermine especially when viewing the recent articles regarding Jeanmarie and the children, find cheap herbal phentermine along with all the events surrounding the murders, find cheap herbal phentermine which however unintentionally or intentionally, find cheap herbal phentermine seem to disregard and tarnish a person(s) without any alternative thought or opinion. Find cheap herbal phentermine   

Certainly I would assume there are many others who know Jeanmarie well, find cheap herbal phentermine and who would have much more to say in particular as to what has already been written and printed.   

I should add that what has recently been written about Ms. Find cheap herbal phentermine Tolle-Geis throughout a myriad of press outlets is sadly, find cheap herbal phentermine typical writings of what has been printed of so many women who have been murder victims, find cheap herbal phentermine and who are somehow insinuated to be and characterized as potentially offenders themselves -  either "mentally unstable" (how many times do we see that repeatedly written about women in the newspapers every single day), find cheap herbal phentermine  histrionic and/or overly dramatic, find cheap herbal phentermine overly emotional, find cheap herbal phentermine overly anything frankly, find cheap herbal phentermine perhaps deviant and devilish, find cheap herbal phentermine hyper -sexed, find cheap herbal phentermine hysterical and somehow anyone of these - and as such, find cheap herbal phentermine is somehow supposed to override the fact they were frightened as hell, find cheap herbal phentermine targeted and then murdered, find cheap herbal phentermine along with their children?   

In addition, find cheap herbal phentermine how many women do we read about who have had no way of truly protecting themselves, find cheap herbal phentermine certainly from the narrative being written about them after they are murdered?

Although I didn't know Jeanmarie well, find cheap herbal phentermine I do know what it's like to be targeted by hostile forces. Find cheap herbal phentermine  
I know what it's like to be fearful to leave my house and to be consistently aware of anyone and everyone around me, find cheap herbal phentermine and at the same time wonder if I'm being overly "paranoid"? I know the fear of being alone and going to bed at night wondering who could/should I call if there's a 'problem'? I know the fear and confusion of who to talk to about the situation - who will understand and/or who won't?  These are just a few of the questions that go through our heads when we are being targeted.  While our experiences differ in the obvious ways, find cheap herbal phentermine we as women are targetted on a universal scale that so often is left invisible, find cheap herbal phentermine unknown to each other as women, find cheap herbal phentermine and certainly under or even un-reported. Find cheap herbal phentermine   Additionally in many cases, find cheap herbal phentermine to actually go to the police who are supposed to be allies, find cheap herbal phentermine which they often are /or try to be, find cheap herbal phentermine however, find cheap herbal phentermine can often set women up for more problems and harassment. Find cheap herbal phentermine   How sad to say that and yet that is often the reality.  A reality of men often protecting their own, find cheap herbal phentermine instead of protecting those who warrant the necessary protection.  (I should add that there have been many others trying to help and protect those being victimized - that will be another story at some point). Find cheap herbal phentermine What is additionally sad and unconscionable, find cheap herbal phentermine in Jeanmarie's case, find cheap herbal phentermine is the lack of police patrolling her block and sitting outside her house when she needed it most. Find cheap herbal phentermine

Tonight as I write this, find cheap herbal phentermine I'm sure Jeanmarie would have much more to share with us as a woman, find cheap herbal phentermine as a mother, find cheap herbal phentermine and as a wife and a person whose been victimized along with her children. 
But she can't and they can't. Find cheap herbal phentermine   All she has left is the voices of concerned individuals who want to know what really happened and understand the value in finding out the truth. Find cheap herbal phentermine   Because if those who committed the crime get away with it, find cheap herbal phentermine they set a precedent for more offenses to happen to others as well, find cheap herbal phentermine and I will say that will most often be more women and/or those who have little or no way of adequately defending themselves. Find cheap herbal phentermine    As I mentioned at the onset of this piece, find cheap herbal phentermine I may be premature in writing this, find cheap herbal phentermine and at this time, find cheap herbal phentermine like you, find cheap herbal phentermine I have absolutely no concrete idea or much less evidence to point fingers, find cheap herbal phentermine other than what has already been given to us in the articles/evidence presented. Find cheap herbal phentermine  

What I do know is as a woman, find cheap herbal phentermine and as women as a whole entity, find cheap herbal phentermine we all have the capacity to be treated as Jeanmarie has been treated up to this point. Find cheap herbal phentermine  
Without a voice, find cheap herbal phentermine without a defense and without any protection as she was left with - being alone in her home with her two children with no protection after two assaults (if not others) had already occurred. Find cheap herbal phentermine    Like many others who have wondered as well, find cheap herbal phentermine and continue to come up with similar questions and concerns that have all but been ignored by the police and the media, find cheap herbal phentermine it would seem that something is just not right.   

For those who supported and loved Jeanmarie, find cheap herbal phentermine it seems it is their job now to be her voice and defender, find cheap herbal phentermine however fairly and with the desire for the truth to be revealed.  
It is no different for any of us who would want the same defense and outcry if we and our children had been targeted and killed with no answers as to why we weren't being protected, find cheap herbal phentermine  why there was no security and why they were left in their home alone to defend themselves, find cheap herbal phentermine despite the immediate threat and history of assaults and potential murder existing.  

As I write tonight, find cheap herbal phentermine I hope there will be justice for Jeanmarie and the children.   
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And additionally, find cheap herbal phentermine may there be justice for all of those who have been unjustly harmed, find cheap herbal phentermine accused, find cheap herbal phentermine targeted and may there be a larger volume of much needed voices who are willing to say what needs to be said in their defense. Find cheap herbal phentermine