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When Women (and their children) are targeted Deaths ruled as homocide                                                                                                                                                                     Connie Shannon This week has been a fortnight filled with contrasting events, l tryptophan overnight delivery with terrific times joined with friends and delicious feasts, l tryptophan overnight delivery coupled with other less than cheerful periods of the realities happening in our world. L tryptophan overnight delivery

I have wondered if I'm being premature in writing what I'm compelled to write tonight, l tryptophan overnight delivery  but the issue continues to return back to me which seems to tell me I should listen and follow through with what I need to say. L tryptophan overnight delivery   

The other day I received an email from a close friend of a Dallas Morning News article regarding a woman, l tryptophan overnight delivery Jeanmarie Geis and her two children, l tryptophan overnight delivery Matthew aged 8 and Sydney aged 4, l tryptophan overnight delivery who were found murdered last Friday in their home in North Dallas. 
http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/dn/latestnews/stories/122008dnmettripleshooting.7b0d62be.html

The news hit me with the broadside shock experienced when we are met with information which takes us totally by surprise, l tryptophan overnight delivery reeling us back to years and experiences long gone by.  
I had not known Jeanmarie Tolle (as I knew her) Geis well.  

I had the opportunity to meet her a couple of times more than a decade ago when we happened to be in a similar social circle.   
However, l tryptophan overnight delivery in reading the news, l tryptophan overnight delivery it took me back to trying to remember those times we had met and the limited moments we had together.   

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I was also curious to some of the quotes which also seemed to create more questions and doubts in my mind. L tryptophan overnight delivery

Of course I should probably reiterate that meeting someone a couple of times doesn't constitute a legitimately knowing a person.  

However, l tryptophan overnight delivery I should add what I do remember now in meeting Jeanmarie is perhaps as worthy as the information being put forth by writers who never met her at all.  

What I remember about Jeanmarie was a sense of poise and frankly dignity, l tryptophan overnight delivery at the risk of sounding 'dramatic'. 

However that is what has come to my mind. 

There was also a 'no-nonsense' air about her which in and of itself seemed to encourage an element of respect. 

I saw her on a number of occasions and there was a maturity and femininity about her that, l tryptophan overnight delivery at the time seemed to me to show confidence and professionalism.     

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I mention these things because I believe they bear noting, l tryptophan overnight delivery especially when viewing the recent articles regarding Jeanmarie and the children, l tryptophan overnight delivery along with all the events surrounding the murders, l tryptophan overnight delivery which however unintentionally or intentionally, l tryptophan overnight delivery seem to disregard and tarnish a person(s) without any alternative thought or opinion. L tryptophan overnight delivery   

Certainly I would assume there are many others who know Jeanmarie well, l tryptophan overnight delivery and who would have much more to say in particular as to what has already been written and printed.   

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In addition, l tryptophan overnight delivery how many women do we read about who have had no way of truly protecting themselves, l tryptophan overnight delivery certainly from the narrative being written about them after they are murdered?

Although I didn't know Jeanmarie well, l tryptophan overnight delivery I do know what it's like to be targeted by hostile forces. L tryptophan overnight delivery  
I know what it's like to be fearful to leave my house and to be consistently aware of anyone and everyone around me, l tryptophan overnight delivery and at the same time wonder if I'm being overly "paranoid"? I know the fear of being alone and going to bed at night wondering who could/should I call if there's a 'problem'? I know the fear and confusion of who to talk to about the situation - who will understand and/or who won't?  These are just a few of the questions that go through our heads when we are being targeted.  While our experiences differ in the obvious ways, l tryptophan overnight delivery we as women are targetted on a universal scale that so often is left invisible, l tryptophan overnight delivery unknown to each other as women, l tryptophan overnight delivery and certainly under or even un-reported. L tryptophan overnight delivery   Additionally in many cases, l tryptophan overnight delivery to actually go to the police who are supposed to be allies, l tryptophan overnight delivery which they often are /or try to be, l tryptophan overnight delivery however, l tryptophan overnight delivery can often set women up for more problems and harassment. L tryptophan overnight delivery   How sad to say that and yet that is often the reality.  A reality of men often protecting their own, l tryptophan overnight delivery instead of protecting those who warrant the necessary protection.  (I should add that there have been many others trying to help and protect those being victimized - that will be another story at some point). L tryptophan overnight delivery What is additionally sad and unconscionable, l tryptophan overnight delivery in Jeanmarie's case, l tryptophan overnight delivery is the lack of police patrolling her block and sitting outside her house when she needed it most. L tryptophan overnight delivery

Tonight as I write this, l tryptophan overnight delivery I'm sure Jeanmarie would have much more to share with us as a woman, l tryptophan overnight delivery as a mother, l tryptophan overnight delivery and as a wife and a person whose been victimized along with her children. 
But she can't and they can't. L tryptophan overnight delivery   All she has left is the voices of concerned individuals who want to know what really happened and understand the value in finding out the truth. L tryptophan overnight delivery   Because if those who committed the crime get away with it, l tryptophan overnight delivery they set a precedent for more offenses to happen to others as well, l tryptophan overnight delivery and I will say that will most often be more women and/or those who have little or no way of adequately defending themselves. L tryptophan overnight delivery    As I mentioned at the onset of this piece, l tryptophan overnight delivery I may be premature in writing this, l tryptophan overnight delivery and at this time, l tryptophan overnight delivery like you, l tryptophan overnight delivery I have absolutely no concrete idea or much less evidence to point fingers, l tryptophan overnight delivery other than what has already been given to us in the articles/evidence presented. L tryptophan overnight delivery  

What I do know is as a woman, l tryptophan overnight delivery and as women as a whole entity, l tryptophan overnight delivery we all have the capacity to be treated as Jeanmarie has been treated up to this point. L tryptophan overnight delivery  
Without a voice, l tryptophan overnight delivery without a defense and without any protection as she was left with - being alone in her home with her two children with no protection after two assaults (if not others) had already occurred. L tryptophan overnight delivery    Like many others who have wondered as well, l tryptophan overnight delivery and continue to come up with similar questions and concerns that have all but been ignored by the police and the media, l tryptophan overnight delivery it would seem that something is just not right.   

For those who supported and loved Jeanmarie, l tryptophan overnight delivery it seems it is their job now to be her voice and defender, l tryptophan overnight delivery however fairly and with the desire for the truth to be revealed.  
It is no different for any of us who would want the same defense and outcry if we and our children had been targeted and killed with no answers as to why we weren't being protected, l tryptophan overnight delivery  why there was no security and why they were left in their home alone to defend themselves, l tryptophan overnight delivery despite the immediate threat and history of assaults and potential murder existing.  

As I write tonight, l tryptophan overnight delivery I hope there will be justice for Jeanmarie and the children.   
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