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So much has happened so fast.   It seems our world has essentially been hijacked while we've been busy going to work, order no rx avandamet watching American Idol and heading to our kid's soccer games. 

As we go through the motions through the day, order no rx avandamet where there was comfort there is now a nagging sense of fear and uncertainty.   Family, order no rx avandamet community, order no rx avandamet nation; each of these we are compelled to reassess.    In these past seven years, order no rx avandamet since coming to California, order no rx avandamet  the most significant challenge for me has been the deepening chasm dividing me from my family since I began speaking out against this Administration and their policies.   Perhaps what makes it more interesting for me is I have known George W. Order no rx avandamet Bush and Laura personally and as family friends.    We shared time together some years back.   I liked them both.   It has been my familial connections to that world which have made my choices more challenging.   Some in my family have seen my outspokenness as an act of betrayal, order no rx avandamet rather than a call to awaken friends and family to the illegal acts taking place in our name.    Today we barely speak.  

 

  The reality of their absence has enhanced the already flatfooted feeling I've experienced in speaking out against this Administration.     Like most families, order no rx avandamet they were a large part of my growing up.     But that is where we are today.   I was the youngest of five children, order no rx avandamet the only girl and after college, order no rx avandamet found myself as the only Democrat.   My two oldest brothers have been involved in Republican/Washington politics for as long as I can remember.   I grew up in Dallas, order no rx avandamet or more specifically 'the bubble', order no rx avandamet better known as Highland Park.    You could call it a world apart.  Prior to and during college, order no rx avandamet I considered myself a Republican, order no rx avandamet ( wasn't everybody?) it wasn't until I graduated from college that my beliefs and perspectives began to shift and expand.   College, order no rx avandamet while I didn't realize it at the time, order no rx avandamet was a fertile ground for me to feel safe enough to explore and ask questions I would never have thought to have asked before.   It wasn't long after graduating and returning home, order no rx avandamet that I began to question why I had returned. 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